I wrote you a note
now I want to drown myself in a moat
I asked a question that I knew not to ask
now I want to hide behind a mask
I asked you to choose, me or her
deep down I thought it'd be me for sure
but i was wrong you wouldn't pick
then I felt sick
I realized why should I put you first when I'm not to you
I was so confused and didn't know what to do
we agreed on always being second to every one
I thought we were first to each other and that conversation was done
but now you saw you have a note for me
one that I think I don't want to see
I'm so worried
I'm afraid it's the end
then you won't even be my friend
I'm afraid you're breaking up with me
I'm afraid it's the end I see
I can't imagine my life without you
if it is the end I don't know what I'll do
