LEAVE

I wish it would just go away the feeling that I feel each day. Since you left and walked away everything has had a sudden change. These thoughts I cant wash out my mind constantly wondering if there was something I could have did to make you stay. So many tears they no longer fall its like I cant even remember ever being happy at all. Tired of seeing your face in my dreams and I'm tired of remembering every promise you made that obviously didn't come true. Honestly thought you would be all I need foolish me so wrong once again. Suddenly I remember why I was alone before you came along, heartbreak after heartbreak and each time the pieces shatter and fall harder than before. So tired of picking myself up off the floor after giving myself so whole heartedly. Its always the same old story about how hell be the one for me and in the end its hurting me. Tried to follow my instinct but for you I just fell so hard. Now I'm here once again picking up my heart up of the floor. When will it stop, when will this pain leave from me. All I know is I'm so tired of seeing your face in my dreams and I'm wishing these emotions would just leave.