I feel like the most beautifulest creature.As i walk threw a big
empty field.Its raining,im in a long
wite dress,i have red red lips,My mascaras running,My dress,blows
in the wind,the rain runs across my skin.Making everything under my gown visable.lightning strikes around me,
the most beautifulest thing i have ever seen,then i lay there,in the grass,and look up,watching the rain drops,
coming towards me,washing away
the blood from my wrists,making my scars disapear,then a ring of fier
forms around me,not burning,just
there,i walk around the ring,not
feeling anything,the rain fallows me,
and puts it out.Alone now,pure darkness,only sounds of my deep hopless breathing,waiting for that one,
to show up,and carry me away,rain gets cold,and i dont know if im crying,i cant tell,breath increasing,i sing for a wile,alone,the raindrops down my lips,making me shiver,i sit down and
pull my knees to my chest,and sing to myself,till my eyes close,finally i feel warm,and open my eyes,and relize,its only a fantasy,ill never be that great
