I lie in my bed thinking of the years that we spent together remember all of our dreams, and all of the broken promises; for years you were mine and I was yours, for years all we had
were each other, you always said that I was your one only;
you
Said that you would always be here for me, you knew that you could talk to me about anything just like I knew that I could talk to you about anything, I thought everything was fine with us we even started planning our future together, but then you started
To change, you where not yourself you where not the man that I had fallen in love with, every time you would talk to me it seem like you where saying goodbye and I didn't know why, you never wanted to leave my side for you feared that you would never see me again I
Kept asking you what was wrong and yet you said nothing at times you didn't even want to talk you just wanted to be by me, I never understood what was going on with you, you use to talk to me about anything but now you couldn't, the last night I saw you, you told me that you loved me and that
You would always be with me, I didn't hear from you for a while after that night, then I got a call from your mother asking me if I had seen you at all, I said no, why what is wrong, she told me that you had gone missing, I could not believe it; I could feel my heart beginning to break, they look for you for one year and then
They stop for they said you where dead, but in my heart I know that is not true I got a call from your mother asking to me to come over, she took me up to your room everything still the same way it was before; but on the desk I found a letter From you to me, you had wrote it a couple of days before you left; and this is what
It said:
To my one and only:
I know that when you hear that I have gone missing you are not going to understand why and you may even think that it was your fault, but I want you to know that it is not your fault, and that I didn't mean to leave you the way I did if it where up to me I could have stayed with you for ever. I know what you are thinking "then why didn't you" right, I know you will never understand my reason for leave but I just want you to know that I am ok and that some day I will come back to you. I also want you to know that I love you with all of my heart and I will always be with you know matter what. I don't want you to feel sorry for me and I don't want you to stop living your life just because I am not there with you and I don't want you to keeping looking for me because you will never find me. I want you to move on and do everything that we had planed to do together someday soon we will be together again, and there will never be a day that goes by where I will not wish you where with me. but I need you to make me a promise no matter what or how hard this is for you. I need you to promise me that you will go on and live your life no matter what happens you will not look back and you will not look for me that you will for get me. I promise you my love we will be together again. I love you and I will be watching over you. ~love~
After reading that letter I knew what I had to do I needed to keep my promise to you, and go on living my life and let you go, even though I will always wish that you where here with me, and I will never understand your reason for leave me here all alone; at least now I know that you are safe and somewhere out there. I know that one day you will come back to me and we will be together again until then I will just keep you in my heart and miss you always.
" It would me alot to me if you would tell me what you think about this poem"
