Just like him I used to live my life in hatred
but now, I too, live my life for love
At least the is what I though
but now I feel a void i cannot seem to shrug
I don't want stupidity to mess everything up
but it is hard because words are taken too seriously when I comes to love
I fell like I have never before
and it is all to good to be true
Because he has erased the one I used to adore
which is something I never thought I could do
I don't want to have to need him but I think it is already too late
So here is a question of "WHEN"...
do you start to believe in fate?
For me I think today is the day
Because there is no other way to explain
How he can make me feel so beautiful
When I used to look in the mirror and only feel pain
I can tell this is real
by the way writing those last sentences made me feel,
seeing is believing
but feeling is for real
I know something now I never knew before
you cannot make yourself love someone if not for whom they are
but when someone can help you to love yourself
that is the perfect start
So now I am going to end this "letter from my heart"
with some words of wisdom
" you must first love yourself before you can truly give your heart."
