Christmas ends

Once break comes
I'll have to say goodbye
and hoping that my pain
wont start to make me cry

all that we've came up too
I'll finally let them go
I'll think about our memories
but i wont let them show

and reminiscing bout our past
I'll start to miss you much
but I'll think that nothing happened
not a single touch

cause I can't ask for forgiveness
with all those times i did
you never really noticed
so you never did forgive

and i don't wanna suffer
with what cause me pain
I'll just let it live
and let our past be remain,..

cause I don't know of how you see me,.
but it doesn't look good
so I'm guessing that you see me,
misunderstood

and at the end
you'll look at me with disgust
I'll still wanna wish you
a merry Christmas