Big brother Nick

He is always there
when i feel my life is going bad
he always picks up the pieces
makes me smile when i am sad

he is such a big brother
he always there with a watchful eye
he'd never hurt never hurt me
he's never made me cry

until today that is
when he told me what was wrong
i held him for an hour
trying to be strong

i am sitting here
remembering all the times together
trying not to think
he may leave me forever

i don't want him to go
i don't want him to leave
please stay with me
for him i never want to grieve

He is not my real brother
well not at least by blood
but fait brought us together
because i needed him to love

he makes my days brighter
just by being there
your perfect he whispers
as his hands run through my hair

he tells me he will do the best he can
that he doesn't want to leave
i close my eyes not to cry
how much i want to believe

i can't lose another
this he knows
i know how scared he is
but he tries not to show

he is in a battle against cancer
we all pray he will win
he smiles at me
the fight for life begins