As I lay my head down on this dark cold night I sit and wonder if I should take my life I think of some reasons why I should stay I sit here and say OK I think about of you love for me It's such a blur I can't even see Why? that's all I ask You have to think about the past What has happened is done It's like you were the one that was holding the gun As i lay here surrounded by my blood My life is almost over with and done When I take my last few breaths I think how you turned my life into a mess
