I can't forget

My friends try to tell me that you're just a normal guy.
But still at night I always cry,
They just have never felt for a guy like that.
I guess they'll never know why I feel like this.
I can't forget the laughs we shared.
The jokes, the smiles before I didn't care.
But now I miss them more then ever.
And you don't know how I felt and will feel forever.
I feel my heart, it's breaking in half,
Yet still I think back and laugh.
Next time I see I'll tell you how I feel,
But hopefully next time it'll be real.