Why did I let you go?

I see your face at every function I attend...I question myself, "Why am I here? I don't need to be here." Then seeing you gives me all the answers I need.

The fact that I had you once in my arms just being able to hold and not have to worry because you were mine...

I really don't know what came over me. I don't know why I let you go. I regret every moment about it...I look back and realize that you were the one that I have wanted.

But the fact is that you love her now and for me I am just a blast from the past. I wish that there were things such as time machines just to change everything, but there isn't.

I can only hope that you are happy and the she does you good. Hopefully you will remember me and that you know that I truly do care for you...and I can only await the outcome of this mistake.