I don't think I'll ever be Safe again...

I don't ever think I'll be safe again...
Where were you when I needed my best friend?
Aching pain and a tearing heart is all I ever feel.
I'm not sure if this nightmare is really real...
Burning tears explode from my eyes.
I'm not sure if its true... of if its just lies...
...sitting all alone...just needing a hand to hold.
...I'm crying...
Without your touch...I'm cold.
You're the only one, that I can tell all my secrets to.
You're my best friend, the love of my life, I don't know what I'd do without you!
But...
I'm cold...and I'm crying------
I'm torn, and I'm dying!!------
I have to protect myself!
Its dangerously corupting my health!
I don't know where I went wrong.
YOUR ARMS----IS WHERE I BELONG---
I need you to tell me... that everything will be ok.
I want you to be the one...that will wipe all my tears away!
I don't want...to have to protect myself.
I don't want... to have to save myself!
Come be my angel.
Watch over me.
Come be my guardian Angel!
Sing me to sleep...
....help me jump, help me take the last leap...

*..because I don't think I'll ever be safe again..*

1/30/06
~deanna hill~