These are the scarlet tears i cry

These are my scarlet tears i cry
wondering if you think of me at night
holding myself as i cry
thinking you were a wonderful guy
got myself caught in a trap
never ending loneliness
down in the darkness
is where i sit
to be alone
that is it
these are my scarlet tears i cry
wondering if you think of me at night
do you miss me while you're with her
or is she better
that is all i want and need to know
did you care
or was it all a lie
i don't think you even cared
now i sit here all alone
I'll shut the world out once more
for tonight is the night
when I'll sit
stare in the mirror
look for your face
but it's not there
so I'll sit and wait
till the day you'll come back again
but it shall not come true
for it is a fantasy that i just want
so I'll just rest my head on this pillow of roses
and cry these scarlet tears of mine.