Tears and Rain

Its not worth it anymore,
That thing you call love.
When you think you found that special one,
That angel sent from above.

He tells you he loves you,
You find out that was a lie.
Thinking everything will be fine,
In this world full of demise.

After all this time,
I cant help be realize.
Im in a battle I wont win,
This is all between think and thin.

I feel like you werent ever there,
But now its like you even cared.
He took all my self worth away,
Things between me and him will never be okay.

What do you do?
When all he was,
Was lying to you.
But you knew he was the one?

You thought everything will be perfect,
And everything will be fine.
Nothing ever goes wrong,
And you say your mine.

Saying he wanted to be with you forever,
Well that sure lasted long,
Almost a year,
Now such a broken hearted song.

I gather my thoughts,
So slowly at night.
Missing the way you said you loved me,
And the way you whispered good night.

I miss the way you say my name,
In such a beautiful tone.
In the way I feel loved,
And not so alone.

I miss the way things were before.
Before things got tough,
I miss talking for hours,
Making-up when times were rough.

But now things are different,
Everything has changed.
I thought wed always be together,
No matter what, hand in hand forever.

Rumors had already started,
You with another girl.
While we were going out,
You wont have another chance, without a doubt.

I have cuts on my body,
But they all faded away.
Only if you cared,
You might still be here today.

I thought about going back to you,
But I cant go through with the pain,
You put me in a horrible position,
Only a broken hearted body remains.

Hold my heart, see that it bleeds?
No bravery left in my soul.
Ever since they day we left,
Things got very cold.

Hundreds of thoughts,
Run through my mind.
But still only pain,
Is left behind.

You broke my heart,
And it will take months to mend.
I know I will always love you,
This isnt just some the end