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Sometimes Im just so confused,
And Im lost trying to find what to do,
But I just dont want to lose you,
Im trying so hard to keep you with me,
I dont want you to leave,
I wouldnt be complete,
Without you here with me,
I wouldnt stand to live every day,
When the one I love has gone away,
I wouldnt be able to sleep every night,
Knowing that you arent by my side,
But still I would wait for you,
Regardless of all you put me through,
I pray day and night that you wont go,
Because I dont want to be alone,
I couldnt live without you,
And I would be torn into shreds if you found someone new,
I feel like this is all my fault,
And that Im putting myself through this all,
But theres nothing left for me to do,
All I do is cry over you,
I love you more than Ive ever loved anything before,
But I dont want you to go even more,
If only you could see,
What all of this has done to me,
How much I dont want to be alone,
How much I dont want you to go,
I am just torn apart,
But we got so far,
I never wanted it to end,
But now I have a broken heart to mend,
We were so perfect, you and I,
And you could always make me smile,
You are the most perfect guy I have ever known,
And I wont be able to go on when you go,
You were my light that lit the dark,
You were the one that filled my heart,
You made me happier than I have ever been,
I dont know if I will ever find that happiness again,
I was looking down and you helped me look up,
And you showed me that you loved me so much,
I never wanted you to leave,
I would beg on my hands and knees,
That we would stay together,
And tell you that no matter what,
I wouldnt stop loving you ever,
I will love you always,
No matter what I say,
Maybe youll think that Im out of my mind,
Not wanting to live without you here,
Barely surviving without you near,
I never thought this is how it would be,
Why is this happening to me?
I cant go on like this,
Not being able to feel your kiss,
I have cried a river of tears,
Just thinking that you wont be here,
And I cry and cry all night long,
Then I start listening to sad songs,
I hate knowing theres nothing I can do about it,
I just cant stand it one bit,
I always end up crying myself to sleep,
Hating that this is happening to me,
I wonder if things will ever be all right,
Hoping that I will make it through the night,
Leave me, Never,
Love me, Forever,
I am just being torn apart,
Knowing that I am losing my lucky star,
I never want anyone else,
I hate not being able to be there,
Not being able to show you how much I care,
I want to always be with you,
In everything that you say and do,
With every day that goes by,
I just barely survive,
Knowing how its going to end,
I love all the beautiful things youve said,
I just pretend and make believe,
That this isnt really happening to me,
And I hope that its just a dream,
And tomorrow I will wake up,
With no worries,
Just you and me,
How weve always been,
Perfect and madly in love,
I dont want this on my mind,
And I dont want it ruining my life,
But I cant help it,
Its all I think about,
This is how I feel,
Do I have to shout it out?
Because all odds are against me now,
And I just want to scream out loud,
What will it take to make you understand?
I am trying to do all that I can,
All I can do is spill my heart out so you can see,
What is really going on inside of me.