A year has passed,
and I still think of you,
The knowledge hidden form me,
is shown by friends.
The lies on your silver tongue,
still ring in my ears.
The false looks,
and the game played,
Without knowing,
I am in a loosing streak,
I wish to know your lies,
in personal pain.
Leaving me with blood on my knife,
With nothing but memories,
that were just a slide show you made up.
I stood by your side,
Falling hard for you,
And you tricked my heart,
into believing we were still okay.
You prove your love by leaving me,
For that friend you said I would not have to worry about,
And now he faces you and touches your naked flesh.
The knowledge of what I know wont let me forget you,
Because I still believe the sound in my ears.
Sitting there,
Slowly my face fades from your thoughts,
Because you do not believe how I feel.
And you sit there,
Staring at him,
Thinking of how much better he is then me,
Deep down inside you,
You still hear my tear soaked words,
Asking for forgiveness,
Telling you that I care for you,
And now you compare him to me,
You know he is only second best,
But still you give me up for him.
I tell you now that I will love you always,
But there is a time where I will give up hope.
I have given up my past of misery for you,
So I could prove to you that you are my only past, present, and future.
I put my faith in an already dead hope,
And I believed you when you said forever and always.
But now I see your heart has changed.
7 months wasted and trashed,
7 months of beautiful heaven,
7 months for you.
Forget me if you break your promise and be known as a liar.
You were my good girl,
Has that really changed?
Do you want to give up on me?
To forget we ever happened?
You ask for much but give no answers to satisfy my pain.
You finally will see my feelings for you,
Months or years from now,
But you will know I have no silver tongue to lie with,
And you will regret breaking my heart.
It is all up to you,
So do not forget me while I am buried deep in your hearts caverns,
And in my last hope I still wish that you love me true, too.
For I can never stop calling you my baby-girl.
Do not waste our 7 months of heaven.
Do not forget me or my love.
Believe in me and show some faith.
Never forget,
You are my lost love.
