A Heart still Crying

Still I cry my eyes out at Night,
Wishing and waiting for you...
Is it wrong for me to keep on holding on?
Is it wrong for me not to let go of what we shared...

I pretend that I'm okay,
but you can only stay strong so long
I can't forget you and that Hurts the most,
Knowing that my heart will never heal till
The Day comes when its you and me...

Sometimes I sit in my room,
remembering all the wonderful moments
I spent with you...
Then out of know where I feel a tear slip down my cheek

Missing you just tears a hole thru my heart
I can feel my Soul drifting away,
The keeper of my heart is what you were
What you still are...

The memories fill my heart with joy
But they end up leaving me in tears...
I wish I could erase you...

What hurts so much is we we're meant to be
and this distance is killing me...
Going on with you gone still upsets me...
The day that you walked away replays in my mind...

Each time it breaks my heart all over again
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you
When where ever I go reminds me of us...

So many times I wished I could just open
up to you and tell you how I feel...
Wishing that it would make you finally
come back to me...