Everyday A little more

I keep all my truths hidden,
I write what I feel everyday,
but some things remain unwritten.

A broken heart,
a lost laugh,
a world torn in half.

Four months of my life,
four months by your side.
Four months without having to hide.

Here I am again,
with all these I love you's in my head.
But these words to you, never again will I speak.

Sadly your gone,
I pretend I don't care.
But my whole life feels wrong.

I may have him,
but it's to you my love I send.
How long until my heart will mend?

I must forget every:
word
every move
every I love you
every dream come true
every kiss
even your sweet lips.

To the world I'm better than ever,
But I know,
I want to be yours forever.

So as guys come and go,
my love for you will never fade.
I'll be waiting for the day.

Even if you don't see my pain,
I'm dying little by little.
Beginning the day you went away.

Just know my love for your is everlasting.
On me a spell your casting.
Everyday I fall a little more.
Everyday I pretend I care less.
Just know,
it isn't so.
I'll always love you a little more.