It's always raining in my head

A night full of emotions creeps up again
A feeling of loneliness no one can comprehend.

Another restless night full of questions and thoughts
The result no answers and tears which taunt.

Too many questions in one night,of contemplations, what ifs and whys?
Too many wishes and memories to hold
Too many things to fear alone.

The tears that fall keep on falling as your head screams in pain for the thoughts to stop taunting.

As you shut your eyes tight and try to sleep
The questions become louder they won't let you sleep.

The temperature rises,
You begin o panic,
The tears roll down your cheeks in a plea thats tragic.

You somehow find the silence,
You sleep at last.
The next day continues,just like in the past

You appear to be happy and act like nothings wrong until the emotions creep up again and the silence is once again gone.........