I lay awake,
abandoned again, with the next hundred thoughts running through my head.
I have to change, nothings right, I wish for silence from my head.
The pattern keeps repeating, I can't get it right.
A steady rhythm keeps the beat
A steady rhythm my soul insist to keep.
I looked around,
I found myself, but once again I've been hollowed out.
Still no one came to knock at the door and my mind and heart became hurt and sore
I shut my eyes
I hear my breath
I wish for silence from my head.
I lie here stiff
with hurt and pain
I scream in frustration
Yet no answers came
A dream comes to mind,
I'm happy and free,
Free from the torture and misery you cause me.
My mask is gone, I no longer need to hide,
The lie I lived now left behind.
A smile settles on my face,
My mind is quiet,
My heart no longer aches.
