A Day Closer

I wake up everyday with the dread that I'm only a day closer to living my life with you...

I want that life now...it's hard to wait...I wake up feeling empty and alone because you're not there next to me, holding me close in your arms...

I want to listen to you breathe at night...feel your heart beat...whether its slow and steady or very fast and rhythmic....i want to share every single moment of my life with you...

and it kills me knowing that that life is years away from now...I look at the pictures I have of you...I flip through the many wonderfully written notes you have given me...everyone has a memory, a special place in my heart.

I don't understand how you can do so much for me...it blows me away...I don't know how you do it...I wish I could do as much for you, but I could never compare.

You are everything to me, you mean the world, I want to share the world with you...Austin, you complete my life...

I will love you like no one else will...And Austin, I will always love you...No matter what happens to you, me or...us.