Valentines day (resubmitted)

Sitting in class today
to the office i got a call
i hate today i thought
as i walked down the hall

covered with balloons
and things to say people care
valentines sux
but i can\\\'t help but stare

my only love has left me
he chose to take his life
i wish i went too
i could avoid this pain and strife

i plan to go to your headstone
that\\\'s where I\\\'ll spend the night
lying there crying
praying I\\\'ll be alright

as i finally got to the office
i was handed a card
Zach why did you do it
this day was already so hard

as i read the card
my hands begin to shake
\\\"i thought of you with my last breath
true love was never fake\\\"

i fell to my knee\\\'s
they knew something was wrong
i tried to hold it together
but i couldn\\\'t be strong

a delivery boy handed me 12 roses and a teddy that said i love you
he couldn\\\'t understand as the card aloud was read
he told me it was sweet that Zach had thought about me
until the office lady informed him Zach was dead

his face went pale
he didn\\\'t know what to say
that\\\'s the special events
that happened this valentines day