Wondering

I wonder why you haven't called,
Why don't you answer your phone?
I thought you loved me, and I thought you cared,
Now I'm not really sure.

I love you so much,
And I thought you felt the same.
You promised me many things,
And then broke them.

I wonder what your doing now,
I wonder if your cheating.
Or if everything you tell me is a lie,
I'm not sure what to believe anymore.

I want to believe you,
But I'm not sure if I can.
There's so much going on,
And my friends say forget you.

I think I should let you go,
But I can't.
I've never felt this way,
And never want to lose this feeling.

Who should I listen to,
Where do I turn, maybe my friends.
Maybe I turn to you,
Or maybe my heart.

I'm just not sure,
I don't want to be hurt again.
And you said you would never,
But you did.