It only hurts...

Hope you've been well
Since you've been gone
I'm not as sad anymore
I think I've finally moved on

It's been getting better
As each day passes by
Even though it hurt so bad
When you said to me goodbye

I think I'm settling
The pain has narrowed down
Now it only hurts
When I go back to that town

And it only hurts when I breathe
My heart only aches when it beats
My dreams only die when I dream
Only ever day, does it repeat

Don't you come back to me
I don't want you here
I always wanna cry
Whever you are near

And don't think I'm that sad
Crying all the night
Don't worry about me
I'm really alright

You may think I'm depressed
But compared to before; I've broken through
You could have never imagined
How much I've loved you

Nightmares only come when I sleep
My wing only breaks when I fly
I'm only free when I'm caged
I'm only happy when I really try

Yes I have much to regret
And I have so much to say
But you've hurt me so badly
So leave and go away

I don't want you to help me
I don't want you to return
I just hope the best for you
I hope me you won't concern

My heart burns into ash
I'm moving on, though I'm upset
But at least I won't cry anymore
While I try to forget

My spirit only soars when it's alone
I can only feel when I cry
And whenever I wish to live once more
All I can do is die.....