All i do is hurt

My minds a mess
I'm scatter in shame
I love you so much
It drives me insane

Like a bird on the window sill
With the window closed tight
Why wont you let me in
I just want to hold you tonight

A feeling that comes
And a feeling that fades
So lost and alone
So cold and afraid

I Try to hold on to the memory
Thats what keeps me alive
Without you next to me
I cannot survive

Love is suicide
Thats what they say
A dagger to the heart
Followed by consuming pain

And love that is longed for
Is by far the worst
Something so agonizing
So all i can do now is hurt

7/2/06
*For Brenton