I sit here wondering what to do..
I don\\\'t want to be here..
let\\\'s have fun.
noo.
I want to and need to be alone
sit in my room and talk on the phone
I think I need to talk to someone
just let my foulings out
or better yet i need to shout
go outside and take a walk
I am way to depressed to talk
some things need to be left unsaid..
most things would be better if i were dead
so here i am in the middle of a field..
please make some noise i say to myself
i am a good listener....when i want to be
..its getting cold
and its starting to rain
and instantly i forgot all my pain
maybe one day things will be better
but i need to go inside now
i dont need to be any wetter..
