I wanted

Another day
another tear
another drop
of blood
cause i wish
you were here
i watched
you walk
out the
front door
i didnt stop
you like
i wanted to
i just couldnt
i had to watch
you leave
from the window
then cry
and fall
to the floor
wishing you
were here
i want to
see your face
one more time
see your
smile just
one last time
hear your voice
to make
me happy
smell your
smell so
i have
sometrhing to
hold on to
i hate
this world
where you
are not
with me
it frightens me
now i have
to face
reality and
let it go