No clue..lol

I'll forget everything we said,
I'll forget the comfort of your bed,
I'll forget how I felt,
Every-time you said "you love me."

I'll remember the pain,
Only misery will remain.
I'll remember the scares,
You left on my heart.

I am numb,
Has the healing begun?
I lost all senses,
Are these the consequences?

I'm not OK,
I wont be OK,
I need to be OK,
but everything is a blur.

**I don't know if this rhythmic or anything..I needed to get something off my chest and I lost my poetry book so.. yeah tell me what you think!!**