Tall with Pride

Was it because of me ?
Or because of you ?
What was my mistake ?
Oh darling , what did I do ?

I thought we were happy
I thought you liked having me around
Talking to you was such a bliss
It felt like playing in a big , new playground

I used to sit
With my painting set
Colors , brushes , and everything
I used to sit there and wait
For him , to come through that gate
And with one magical trace
Paint a huge smile , on my face

The clock stopped counting
& time stopped passing
Everyone was asleep but you & I
We talked , until sleep escaped my eye

I found many things in you ..
You made me feel wanted
You boldly flirted with my young heart
& those words , were fiercely printed ..

I might've said things ,
That didn't fit
Things that weren't??t right
And hurt a bit
But I swear to God
Those were never meant
But you didn't mind
Seeing me strongly hit
And what brakes my heart
Is knowing that you deliberately meant it ..

You stabbed the heart
That at night sang your name
How hard it was
& how horrible was the pain
I saw it coming
But couldn't??t handle it when it came
Leave me with my injured heart
But please don't??t be so vain
Don't start making up excuses
Which are very stupid , and unbelievably Lame

Time has passed
& time heals wounds
Time has passed
But I still can't??t find my clues

I looked in all the corners
& yet nothing was found
I asked myself all kinds of questions
& still , no answer came out

I stopped
My heart got tired from searching
Drowning in deep seas of doubt was burdening
I needed to once again , start surfing ..

A beautiful song plays in my stereo
I find myself thinking of him
Nothing specific
I just thought of everything
His eyes , his cruelty , his hair , & his pride
I just thought of anything
My lips started moving
I quietly began to sing

You are gone
You left here
You are the one I want
And the you are the one I fear
Don't you have a clue ?
Oh baby , can't you hear ?

He stands
So haughty and so strong
He knows he has hurt me
& He knows he was wrong
Yet he still stands
So tall with his pride
He wants to look at my side
But then , he closes his eyes
And quickly looks aside
He stands
So haughty and so strong
He knows he has hurt me
And he knows he was wrong