I lay here tonight
i wonder why
i keep taking you back
i used to think
i needed you to servive
but now i realize
you are just a fake
you live your life
based on lies
and yet you dont
even keep your stories straight
i am sick of crying
every time i hear a
sad song on the radioe
or every time i hear
your name mentioned
the sight of you
makes me sick
the other side
of me wants
to lift you up
and take all
of the pain
out of your heart
i am so confused by you
i am always left
alone in the end
to fight for the
world on my own
but yet you said
you would be
here forever and then
you leave and i
realize that
forever doesnt mean
anything it is just
a word that is used
to make somebody
to think you love them
more than you really do
