Can you..?

Can you see me?
walking through that door..
While my eyes are watering..
and I have a frown,
That always brings me down..

Can you tell.
My life is going down in hell..
Can you see..
I'm not ready to be..
What YOU want me too be..
I just want you too see..
I cant take this life,
Anymore with out my cure of that knife...

Can you see my
Wrist are bleeding,
Nobody is seeing,
how much pain I'm in..
I've closed the lid..
And I'M not letting any one else in..

Can you see,
That I hide,
Because nobody ever seems to be on my side..?
I hate the way I am..
I want to CHANGE..
So I could be in my own damn range..

I don't want to have to run away,
So I knew everything is going my way..
Can you see..
That I'm trying to be happy,
With out feeling and making my life seem so crappy..

-EMO KID-