Yet, once i realized..

I just can't do it
i can't even look you in the eye
it brings back too many memories
and i'd be embarassed to cry.

i'm not sure why
but your always there
it's creepy sometimes
i try not to stare.

their are so many feelings
whenever i think of you
once, i tried sorting them out
to see which ones were true.

finally i realized
its not a bad thing to cry
to be confused
or to wonder why.