Beautiful Disaster

I can't break away,
from your past,
its haunting me,
it's always going to last.

The dreams,
of you and her,
your love,
everything you were.

It comes to me,
deep in my sleep,
all your memories,
and the love that was so deep.

I dream about it,
almost everything night,
I need you to hold me close,
promise me it will be alright.

Its eat me inside,
I'm going insane,
I scream for you,
I call your name.

But you can't hear me,
I stand alone watching,
you kiss her and hold her tight,
its all to haunting.

I see your smile,
I hear her laughter,
I'm dieing.
a beautiful disaster