Now it scares me
to realize that I've been so blind
Accepting so much from you
so much nothing
when I gave you everything
It scares me that I could forget
even for a moment
that I deserve so much more
But you really made me forget
you made me forget myself
I got so caught up in all of this
all of this shit that you put me through
You really made me believe
that I deserved all those nights alone crying
You even made me believe baby
that it was my own fault
That really makes me hate you baby
And don't get me wrong I really love you
I always will
Although you'll never -ever
deserve my love again
