Forever -- Or Never ?

Its not the "i love you's" ,
its not the secret clues ,
its not the kisses , or the holding hands,
its not the hugs that make your arms expand.
its not the fake smiles I'd have to make
its not the promises you'd always break
its not the warmth you make me feel
and its not that it wasn't ever real
its feeling you have when there gone
and you start listening to those stupid love songs
its when you think about him more
that at a point it makes your brain sore
and last , its when he told you forever
when you know the chances are never