What To Do?

Friends, best friends
thats what I thought that we would always be
not anymore,
though the crush
has been bothering me
for sometime now

I thought that it was just a pointless
The thought, that you would ever like me,
that me and you will just be friends
But then I find out you like me
the exact same way.

It's just my luck, that it has to happen now, at this time of my life
That everything is going wrong
and that I have someone else

Its wrong that I think about such things
I Love my girlfriend, but lately
I've had others on my mind
I'm so confused
why does life have to be like this?

Confusion, Lust, Love, Feelings, Longing everything is weird and messed up.
And I have no idea ,

What to Do?

~Ashley~