I leave you tonight

Dying would be easy
Just end it all tonight
For i hate what i have become
And i know its not alright

Just pull the trigger
Or take those pills
Leave everything i have
Leave my un-paid bills

Leave my car to my father
Leave my computers to my son
Leave clothes to my brother
Life is just no more fun

I have come undone
I have lost it all
I set my self up high
Only to fall

I had it all
Now there is no more me
And dying tonight
Will set my soul free

But don't take pity
And nobody cry
I want this tonight
I just want to die

For all the mistakes
That should never be
Were all very just
They were all caused by me

I did this
Yes i did this it was me
But i was alone
I just couldn't be

So i leave you tonight
And i say my fare-well
All that i ask
That i don't go to hell

I never hurt others
I did it only to me
And when i get to the gates
ST Peter will see

That i was a soldier
Fighting the battle of life
But was losing the war
Just like my wife

So i leave you tonight
I'll make sure its fast
And IL go to place
Will i find piece at last ?

Goodbye