Is it really there?
would you really do what you say and do anything for me?
when you Say you love me is it really true?
Thoughts and questions torture me as I wonder...
Is it really there?
I'd give you the moon
I'd give you the stars
I'd give you anything your heart desires.
My love for you is everlasting.
Sometimes I wonder if "forever" is going past me.
I wonder for the sake of what was promised to me.
(to stay together forever)
Forever is a time i want to spend with you.
But only if your willing to cause I cant force you.
Sometimes I feel as if I am alone.
I sit and wait at my desk for you.
And at times you never come.
We set a time and as the time draws near I get butterflies in me.
I sit down and type my password in hope that you are on.
But as I hope I secretly whisper to my self "you know he's not on".
Your not on and again I wonder why.
Did you forget?
Did you not want to talk?
Maybe you were just to busy.
I cant expect you to always be on and talking to me. But I can't help my self from thinking I'm not good enough.
I start to wander toward what you drug me from.
I eye the knife and hesitate and try to resist.
Sometimes i am strong enough to withstand the blade.
But once in a while I feel I deserve the pain.
I want to be yours and I want you to be mine till the end of time.
Sometimes I wonder if i am only one of your girls. Resulting in you cheating.
I then think about it and know to trust you.
Because I believe you when you say I am the top girl in your world.
I want to be on your priorities list.
I want to have some kind of importance.
I count on you to always be there and to always care.
And you I am not willing to share.
I love you so much, I would do anything for you.
I want to be the bes for you.
And if I have to change for that to be true.
I am very willing to.
I love you a lot and want to be with you.
Now the question is do you want to be with MMe too?
As i toss and turn in my bed thoughts of you surround my head
I wonder if you think of me too.
And i hope that it's true when you say "i love you"
