Can You Really Blame Me? Just Look At You.

I woke up this morning, just to cry,
Screaming in my head, questioning why?
Why can't you be next to me each night?
And why can't you be here to hold me tight?

I can't find a reason to awaken every day,
When you're not here to say its all okay.
Two thick blankets and I'm still shivering; cold,
But I'd be so warm if I just had you to hold.

Every time I go to bed I don't want to wake,
So I lay there for hours; I just cry and shake.
I don't want to sleep; dreams of you don't do,
And I know morning also won't bring you.

When I roll over to see you in the morning,
And I cry to myself as if I had no warning.
I did this to myself, the fact that I need you so bad;
So bad that when you're not here, I'm always sad.

Your warmth is ever so soothing to me,
I don't know what you do, but it's lovely.
Well, I know I could cry for the entire day,
Wishing to be in your arms and swept away.

I want to be able to sleep and wake in your arms,
Completely oblivious to all of life's harms.
But for some stupid reason, our time is limited,
And us always being together just isn't permitted.

Forgive the tears that I can't help but shed,
I just don't want to wake up alone in bed.
I'm cold and lonely when you're not here,
When I'm not with you, I have everything to fear.

Sarah Gammon ©
02/26/06

--This is about my boyfriend who I believe I may be too far in love with. It's true, I hate going to bed when he's not there, and waking up without him is Hell every time.
--Thanks for reading -xxx-.