Scared and Lonley

I choke on my tears thinking of you
i love you so much it makes me so blue
i remember when you told me we cant be together
but even so i'll be waiting here forever
I'm scared to ask you how you feel
in case my thoughts turn out to be real
i get the feeling you don't want to be there
that your trying you best not to care
because of these chains that surround your heart
make us so distant and keep us apart
when i see you my heart starts to dance
even thou i know i don't stand a chance
the loneliness in my heart is starting to show
but now matter how hard i try it never wants to go
so from this moment i will let it rest
if not for me than for you its probably best