I wish to curse myself to pass away
End a life, then start to breath, live a new day
\'Cause this energy I\'ve possessed seems boring
That it is better be dead than dying..
Sometimes I dont want to wake up in the morning
Stay asleep cause it is you that I\'m dreaming
Dont want to find out what will be tomorrow
\'Cause just like today, you\'ll not be here, i know..
I am in bed but my feet are walking
Dont want to look at the same faces I\'m seeing
But if this same old world I will still be facing
Then it is better be dead than only dreaming..
Many sleeping hours I\'ve spent my eyes open
Wishing to feel how your arms used to hold her
Keep the same mark on her lips that you\'re kissing
Still be dead than wishing nothing..
Home is here but my mind keeps on wondering
From places to places I have never been
Viewing the things I haven never seen
Because being there I am healed from wounds and pain..
Though I know that there is nothing out there
Still my spirit is willing to go there
It\'s better to be dead than dying
Especially if you\'re half dead and half-breathing..
