I dont love you anymore

Why do I feel this way?
I never know what I want
you ask me, but I cannot say

I dont love you anymore
this is true
I try so hard to tell you
But these feelings are Farley knew

I cant stand to be alone
your always there for me
I tell myself " I do love you! "
But its something my heart cannot see

I told you Id never leave you
no matter how hard I try I cant
I promised you forever
and for you not to be used as my doormat

Yes my leaving will hurt you now
but I promis it will get better
not having me around