Missing You

I was trying to get away from you for a while
I went to a place and lived nearby the beach
Everyday I watched the waves and listened to its rhythms
I slept well every night while listening to the waves
Especially when the wind blew strongly in the middle of the night
I thought I could stop to think of you for a while
I tried not to think of you
Yet everything I did, everywhere I went, I wished to share with you
I wondered if you thought of me too
I wondered if you would worry about me for not showing up days
I wondered if you were doing okay there
I wondered what you were doing while I was thinking of you
Why I couldn't get you out of my mind for a while
Why I always spent so much time to care about you
Am I really caring you?
Or I'm treating you as myself?