Right here Waiting

Still Be Right Here Waiting

The aches you give me…
And yet I’m right here waiting
I know I don’t deserve you here with me
But I can’t take these nights when I feel so lonely
I have a lot of imperfections
But I can’t help
Thinking you’re the remedy to my poisoned heart
Even if you leave me…
I’ll still be right here waiting
Born and raised……… still proclaimed as an alien
Barbed wired, lava filled, knife at every angle and snake infested heart
Pointing out everyone of my faults and to clean them up…
For you I will start
Even if I died
I’d still be in my grave waiting
Hoping and searching for your return
My heart is on fire
But my love for you will eternally burn
You’re a light I can’t seem to ignore so your attracting this moth
Your so contagious and your flu I some how caught
I can’t seem to get rid of you even if I tried
You know me so good
And you’re know the truth even if I lied
Searching for the words to say
To keep you right here waiting
I try to make you change for me
And to please my every need
To be head over heals for me and have an uncontainable desire
A hooked and sprung feeling over me
But you continue to prove yourself a live wire
Even if you hated me
I will be right here waiting
Distractions, temptations and what seems to be the right thing to do
Leaving the love of your life isn’t recommended
And you know this too
I know things may seem difficult now but there’s a way
Figure it out just so I can stay….
Love you baby girl so please brighten my day
I need you by my side
I need your kiss
I want your loving touch
When I’m bad I need your fist
I want to cry in your lap
I want to kiss your cheek
I want to be your everything
I want to lose you to nothing
But
But
But
If you chose to walk away
I’d still be right here waiting

By CoLliN crying