Death

Why was I born into this world,
When no body wants me.
I mess everything up,
And I hate myself for that.

I wish I wasn't born,
Everyone would be so much happier.
All I do is hurt people,
And I just wanted to help them.

I cry my-self to sleep every night,
And pray to God that it's my last day.
But every morning I wake up,
And hate my-self even more.

No one wants me here,
I don't even want to be here.
I don't know who I've become,
And I'm not sure I want to.

My life is so messed up,
I'm so alone.
When I need to have someone else,
There's no one around.

I'm so scared of who I am,
I'm scared of hurting people.
I'm scared because I can't do anything right,
And I'm not sure what's going to happen next.

I have so much pain,
And so much grief.
No one really notices me,
Because I basically don't exist.

The only time people know I'm around,
Is when I try to help I end up hurting.
I never wanted my life to be this way,
Why do I have to stay and be torched.

Please take me away,
Make my death painful.
Make me feel the pain,
That I've caused to everyone else.

All I wanted to say is I'm sorry,
Sorry to all the people I hurt.
Sorry to my family,
Mostly to my mom.