Why...

Why is it when i hear your name
i feel shame
are you to blame
or am i
i guess you can call it a natural high
but why
why is it your all i seem to think about
you make me want to shout
shout so loud no one can hear
you seem so near
but yet so far
you hurt me
you and only you deserve me
you make it seem like i can fly
sometimes i just want to breakdown and cry
but why
is it love
or pain
is it lust
or just a game
everyone gets a turn
but yet i still burn
for your love
but why....
i guess ill never know