In Silence

In silence I have watched you,
Standing over there
In silence I have needed you,
But talk to you, I wouldn't dare

In silence I have wallowed,
In my own self pity
In silence I have wished
That you thought I was pretty

In silence I have burned,
In this secret hell,
In silence you won't wonder
But I geuss it's just as well

In silence I have kept this secret,
Whilst I wear my mask
In silence I decieve you,
It's such a pointless task

Why hide it when I know,
That it will not come true
Why in silence should I keep
The fact that I love you?

Because you do not know me,
Because you cannot know,
That every time you are away
I am filled with sorrow

In silence I will love you,
In silence I will care,
In silence I will die,
Without you I cannot bear