by Diana Mar 3, 2006
category :
Love, romance /
first love
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We shared so many great memories and so many great times together, but now it seems like its all over. everything i said to you always came straight from my heart. i can't hide my feelings from you no matter how hard i try. every time our eyes would meet i would get scared i was always afraid of falling in to deep because i knew i would never be able to get back up but it looks like its to late because I've already falling in to deep i can't get you off of my mind i can't even think straight I'm in so much pain because i love you so much i just wish i could hear you say that you love me to. i always loved the way your lips would touch mine and i always loved the way you would grab me by my waist and never let me go i wish you would understand everything I'm trying to say because its so hard for me to even think about you with out crying. i tired to tell myself that i don't love you anymore but once i saw you my feelings came back and it hurt twice as much i tired to keep myself from getting hurt but it didn't work i started crying almost every day and every night but i would never let you know that because i didn't want you to laugh or get mad, i guess i was afraid because i didn't want you to think different of me and I'm still afraid, afraid of feeling this way about you only because i love you so much and no matter what you say this is no joke. i remember the last night we actually spent together it felt so right, i never wanted it to end i wish i could kiss you everyday like that and it mean something every time so you would know how i would feel right now. i think about you everyday and every night before i go to bed and sometimes i pray that your thinking of me to i just wish you would understand how much i love you because i loved you from the start and i will love you till the end |
by Diana
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I love it its great |