Piecing myself together.

Its getting unbelievable
It all just builds up
All the hurt and all the pain
The memories shattered
Just like broken glass.

The tears keep coming,
Like the rain pouring,
The grayness blinds me,
The light never shines on me.

My world is gone for now,
Don't come back,
Stay there it is for the best.
You can have a good life.

Let me live in all the lies
I'll let myself fade away
I'll watch the proverbial sunrise
I think im losing my mind

Im slowly breaking down
And I can not get up
You pushed me down,
And you can't even help me up

I have to help myself
I never really needed you
I was lost in a haze
For over three months,
Now it's the end before you kill me

Its too late to change my state
It's in the saddest state,
And my heart is slowly
piecing itself together again.