The pain that lyes in our hearts

by Becky   Mar 5, 2006


I look at you
And I see you look at me too
My heart jumps into my throat
I fiddle with me coat
This is just like a dream
I didn't know there could be people like you
Are you the one that will bring me into the light?
The one that will help me through all this shit?
The one who stops me when my throat I want to slit?
But I guess I'm much mistaken
Because of coarse you are already taken
Taking my heart from me
Carrying it away like a bee
Like a bee pollinating a flower
Having so much power over my heart
I love you
That is no lie
But you belong to someone else
And so I silently cry
So I sit here watching you pass
Wishing for a hug before next class
Wishing I could be the one
Who would with you have so much fun
But I can't even talk to you
Cause she's there
I wish that I could just walk with you
I wish that you could see
How much you truly mean to me
Everyone knows I like you
But I still cannot tell you
What else I really feel
I cannot say exactly what it is I feel
All I really know is
It is very real
A very strong feeling
I wonder if it's love
I wonder
Is it wrong?
My feelings are so strong
I've felt this for so long
But I'm just told that I'm wrong...
So I hide my feelings inside my heart
Where they are slowly
Tearing me apart
Breaking my soul
Making me dark
There are so many things you should know
But I can't tell you
Cause you might run away
Cause really I want you to stay
So here I am
Pretending I don't care
But I really just want to scream 'damn!'
And kiss you on the stairs
So I guess I'll be waiting
Here in my heart
Wishing I never would have let this start
I watch you from a distance
Living in my dreams
And I guess reality
Is never what it seems

Two of my very best friends wrote this and I jsut posted it for them on my site! Please comment for them! i think they would like that! thanks!

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  • 19 years ago

    by Rachael

    Thats cute, I know a few girls who feel the same way about my man...but only one of them told him how she felt we thought it was cute of her. it really is. but It won't hurt to tell him how you feel, you know just to finally get it off you chest, out in the open...probally its just a phase...who knows?...I dont!Good Luck!