I sit in this room with a pen and some paper,
Convincing myself that I really do hate her.
She tells me she loves me and that she does care,
But common sense tells me she'll never be there.
I know that I need her, but does she need me?
I'm too frightened to snoop. To check up and see.
Would it be wrong to have feelings for her after almost a year?
When all I ever gave was a cheek lined with a tear.
Who am I kidding? Who am I to say such things?
She's out spending his money on diamonds and rings.
I'm nothing to her, so she's nothing to me.
I can't shake my thoughts. She won't leave me be!
Oh dearly beloved, please give me the chance
To remind you of our once ever-joyous romance.
I can't lie to myself that our love wasn't true.
Because honestly babe, I could only love you.
